Listening to "Mind Games" - John Lennon

I feel...

I can't help myself. It all coming back again. Please STOP STOP STOP,

 

Lying down, Hoping to cry/die. I cant stand myself, Cant forgive myself...  I'm Soo Tired

Yet, I havent been busy.

What Do I Want?     I Want To Feel Love.    To Be Loved.    

I want to care a lot for  something/someone. I sometimes think If I were to go I wouldn’t leave any mark behind - cause I feel as if I have such little impact on everything. Hardly any control.

No one knows. You cant imagine. Someone asked me what I do after work. I laugh a nervous laugh and think for a second then say "I'm just trying to out run the hourglass"

 don’t forget...

"You Want Love? - 

 take a number, have a seat..."

   

  

           I'm such a slave, slave, slave, slave, slave slaveslaveslaveslave